POSTING THIS HERE FOR NO REASON? moses-ramble.


I know I ain’t that smart, but I ain’t dumb. I know he wasn’t ‘xactly fond ‘f me touchin’ him. So I tried t’hold it back a bit, jus’ little things. Showin’ ‘im I could wait long as he needed.

Then that bastard came back. I ‘member bein’ so mad I could kill ‘im. I wanted t’kill ‘im.
I did kill ‘im.

But even ‘f it fixed the problem, we still gotta deal with what he broke.
… Jay.

He c’n seem perfectly fine, but th’ second I put m’hand on his shoulder ‘e flips. I tried t’hug him, but he kept fightin’ and strugglin’, an… an’ forcing ‘im int’ that made me feel as bad as that bastard. So I let go. I know Jay’s hurtin’, but… I can’t do a damn thing about it. I c’n jus’ be there. An’ I hope that’s enough.

Hell, I’d give m’other eye jus’ if he could look up at me an go, “Bandit, you’re utterly ridic'lous,” an’ let me give ‘im a hug.

But life don’t work that way. I ain’t that dumb.